*jumps around*

[listening to] Californiaaaa....here we comeeee...

Yes, yes, yes. The OC Season 2 is just nearly 33 hours away!:D I haven't been this excited over a TV show since Rurouni Kenshin (Samurai X) on AXN. That was just crazy. I mean, I even taped (as in with just a cassette recorder) the episodes and made episode summaries.O_o Then there was all the merchandise to collect: manga, posters, action figures, artbooks...and I tried my darndest to get them all. I did a pretty good job, which is why there's so much RK stuff gathering dust in the house.

I promised myself that watching the first ep of Season 2 would by my reward IF I passed the Chem exam (Oh, who am I kidding. REMOVALS). Although I would've probably watched it even if I failed. Hehe. BUT WHO CARES?! I PASSED!!!:DDD The thorn on my side known as Chem 31 will never haunt me again. Nya nya nya nya nya. I had a good feeling about the test, and I felt that I'd pass, but there's always a bit of doubt. Plus I remembered my second exam then, when I felt so confident that I got all those stupid reactions, only to find out that I failed miserably. Now only ES 21 to worry about.

MORE GOOD NEWS YOU DO NOT CARE ABOUT: The CRS gods (and goddesses, to be politically correct) have granted me 6 more units. I now have Nat Sci 2 at the ungodly time of 7 in the morning and ES21. Back-up, in case I screw up. I am sooo hoping that I'll have no need for that, though.

EDIT (May 30): YESSS I PASSED ES! So far have a bucketful of 3s, but no failing grade in whole college life so far. I know, I'm mediocre. Will try v. hard to change that.
Still half-disbelieving I made it through unscathed.

Yay Seth! I <3 curly-haired angst-ridden adorkable Jewish boys.

so unsure

[listening to] sleeping people. soon i will be one of them! haha.

Got CRS results today. It is so like me to be ungrateful for the 12 units the CRS gods have deigned to give me. Might've something to do with the fact that my major (ChE 32) is on TF, and not MTh as I planned. I removed the class. Here's hoping that somehow I can get what I want.>_>

Anyway, tomorrow:

a. Upload KEM pix. Can be done on the weekend, tho.
b. STUDY for ES21 finals. *thinks back longingly to a few weeks ago, when I thought I could actually be exempted*
c. Start preparing for May 26, the Day of Reckoning. Dundundun.
d. Work on "THE DOCS".

I can't have bitten off more than I can chew, can I? I do not doubt my abilities to handle a task. It's the juggling of all these equally important (to me) tasks that is kind of tricky. But really, I chose this. No regrets. :)

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Had orgmates over last Saturday to collect rummage stuff. I'm glad everyone had a grand old time.:D I like having people over, even though it takes so long for my Dad to agree to have visitors. He says our house is too small. Yeah, but it's not in the size. My younger sister finally encountered Lou (who has his own folder in our HD. Why? Because Lou is a camwhore, and the camera loves Lou. :D). Anyway, he made quite an impression on her. Probably because she's the first gay guy she's ever met, not counting those in parlors.:P This conversation is proof:

K: Ate, may nakasabay akong bading sa jeep kanina.
Me: O? (disinterestedly)
K: Oo. Pero hindi sya kasing gwapo ni Lou.
Me: O_o
K: (chattering on) Nakakatawa si Lou nung naglalaro ng Silent Hill 2 si Mel. Ang ingay nya. Kamukha nya nga yung nasa pictures. Gusto ko yung kilay nya. Nakakatuwa talaga siya...Sayang no 'Te, bakla si Lou.

Hmm. It's like Lou is the yardstick by which all other gay guys will be measured against, and be found wanting. Or maybe she's developed a crush on Lou. I can work this to my advantage. *evil laugh* To Lou: EGO BOOST!;P

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LSS since last week: Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down

Got me thinking about this, tho: How could that happen? For me, the only scenario where this song would be applicable is if my significant other is a CIA agent/ terrorist/ gangster/ closet bisexual/ etc. all the while. It's easy to fall for someone when you put them on a pedestal and build them up so much in your head, but that wouldn't be love, it'd be infatuation.

This, now, it's infatuation. And I know I will get over it just like I did with all the other silly crushes I had, BUT IT'S TAKING SO DAMN LONG(er than usual).

baaa.

[listening to] the usual. dad playing games.

There is no logical reason for me not to be studying for my ES ecam tomorrow this very minute. (Fourier Series Expansion = WTF.)

OK I crash and burn then.

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SURVEY! Surveysurveysurvey. Nicked from Vim. (-> I've never been good at comforting, but things will work themselves out.)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Get rid of all the other trash...

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions. - Uh, running away from home with only a bag of Juicy Fruit Gum = bad decision.
02. I don't watch much TV these days. - Sad, but I do spend a lot of time in front of the boob tube.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping. - Yes! Yes!
05. I have loads of books. -"Loads" being relative.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games. - It started with Mario, and I never looked back.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. - True.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart. - Or so I've been led to believe.O_o
21. I've never broken someone's bones. - That would've been kinda cool.
22. I have a secret. - Everybody does.
23. I hate snow.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person. - Gaah. Hate perky morning people waking me up.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential. - Hmm. Potential to be...something, at least.
33. I'm pure Japanese..
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra. - Sometimes. Deceptive, they are.:D
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. - Is this blog not proof enough?
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway..
42. People hate me usually. - Few feel an emotion as strong as hate for me, I think.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight. - Screwed-up biological clock.
45. I hate parking fines. - Not that I even have a car, but who likes paying fines?
46. I know the National Anthem of my country by heart.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on my computer. Ditto #37.
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window. - Poirot is a good boy. It's Windows that screws up.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied. - Who hasn't?
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes. - Sort of.
63. I hate going to class. - Ugh, don't remind me.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing. - ...and most household chores.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inch long.
68. My favorite color is black.
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. - Hello, ES exam.
73. I am online a lot.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a boyfriend. - ...unless some square-jawed dude realizes I am the love of his life. Fat chance of that happening.
76. I'm too nice for my own good. - Sometimes.
77. I love to read.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating. - Noooo.
80. I live in a lagoon.
81. I clean my room once a month. - HAHAHA.
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I am prying open my third eye. - *shudders*
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies.
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
89. I'm very disorganized. - Not VERY, but yeah, sometimes.
90. My hair is long and straight. - Riiight.
91. I earn a lot. - HAHAHAHA.
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying. - With a life of its own, it sure is.
98. I am very sensitive.
99. I love being abnormal.
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

the domino effect

[listening to] yeah, so Dad's playing Medal of Honor

Why my life DOESN'T suck:

1. The Dark is Rising - Susan Cooper
2. Greenwitch - Susan Cooper
3. Coraline - Neil Gaiman
4. 'She' *nods at Jerome* wore a pink shirt today! Hurrah, not white!

Why, at this very moment, life DOES suck:

1. Screwed-up scanner - Why? WHY NOW?!
2. Printed a letter the wrong way, thus creating a need to use said scanner
3. Stupid people horning in on a K E M activity. Some organizations just don't have the ability to be original.
4. WTF. Everything I liked about ES ended with matrices. Have baaad feeling about exam.

New layout! I was too lazy to edit the blog skins I downloaded, so I went with a ready-made Blogger template. This is only temporary. Links will be back up soon. Oh, and to the owners of fanlistings I am a member of: DON'T DELETE ME! Pretty please.

EDIT: Que horror! No comments? Wada...Darnit. Will fix ev-eerything sooon.

Freshies invaded UP today. Ah, to be young and innocent and unaware of bitter org rivalries.