the usual

[mood] lazy...as in.

I admit, I am a glutton when it comes to sleep. Which is why Boss Raul hasn't been talking to me today. I woke up at 1 pm, thus the whole family wasn't able to go out.-_- He and I were supposed to bond over Game of the Generals (GG). He offered to help me with my game (what game?) because I happened to mention my shiny 0-3 win-loss record. And my Dad, being my Dad, couldn't bear it. He called me shameful...hehe. He was some sort of GG guru back in the day, apparently.

Have loads of stuff to do, which I haven't started on. Also next week is Buddy Week (in TK). Will stay mum about this, but GAAAAAH!!! How? How will I manage them all?!

Recently, I've been feeling like Jane Goodall. You know, the woman who studied monkeys? It's like I'm just an observer as life (or possibly a mini-telenovela) unfolds around me. And I see things in my head in this detached, clinical way. Such as "Observe Female A and Male B as they circle each other in the humans' ritual courtship dance. Farther back you can see Alpha Male watching them darkly. Later in the night Alpha Male will challenge Male B for Female A's hand.," Blah blah blah. I'm not sure why.

THE QUESTIONS WHICH HAVE BEEN BUGGING PAT:

1.) When will my Certificate of Eligibility arrive?
2.) Related to 1.): When will I leave for Japan?
3.) When will I finally be able to wear a skirt/similar leg-exposing pieces of clothing? *stares at scar on right leg*
4.) Are she and Doc Q* really just friends?
5.) Do I study for ChE 32 now, or tomorrow?
6.) Whywhywhy do the usual female ploys not work on ___?!
7.) Will Boss Raul acknowledge the existence of his loving firstborn child within the day?
8.) What will happen in the next episode of The OK (Orange KEMty)?

KEM Tambayan, here we come
Right back where we started from
KEM Tambayaaaaan...here we cooooome...

Hahaha. I'm like so jolog, barkadas.:D (Read Last Order sa Penguin! Go!)

*Doc Q - a crushlet in one of my classes. Seems nice, is taller than me! (:D), seems semi-athletic (not that it matters to me). I know precious little about this being. What, you actually thought I was referring to THE Doc Q, the Chem instructor?!

just to ease the pain

[mood] guh (struggling to stay awake)

Great big hurdle of exams over. Hurrah.

Chem 153 was surprisingly answerable, considering that up to a day before the exam I wasn't sure half the time of what I was doing. Especially the proving things (which I didn't get to answer). Then there was the fleeting lapse of brain function when I first started solving, which I attribute to lack of sleep. Anyway, we'll see...

ES 1, damnit. One number was a multiview projection problem, wherein the isometric figure seemed to morph into some kind of deformed Toblerone chunk.0_o Am strangely not too bothered about the possible impending doom (ie. test result). My goal in this subject isn't exactly lofty. Give me a 3 and I'll be happy.

Spent rest of day working on EnE report (supposedly). Accomplished, like, 5%. Kinareer pa naman natin ang paghiram ng libro, Jerome. But all is good, we have work plan. Is effective, I hope. (Ooh, TH-Yodaspeak.) No matter, Ma'am Gene won't be there to evaluate us (hehe). Went home and watched !The OC! <3. I swear, Mischa Barton's acting is improving. She actually sheds tears when she "cries" now.:P Adam Brody (Seth) in Ben Mackenzie's (Ryan) toit whoit shirt = so not hot.

So now what's left is: EnE HW, EnE report, Catharsis teaser, (sort of) KEM Month poster.

Floating words in brain:
I could really use the help of Photoshop deities (OK, maybe just one certain kaiser deity). Gah, never mind.

WHEE fangirlfangirl

[feeling] heehee

Dochin has hair again!:DDD Yes. Dormant CHEMISTRY love resurfacing. Hee.:D



And now, back to Nat Sci 2.

2 semi-useful lessons

[listening to] does not really matter. i ought to change this to "mood", or something.

Yes, I know about Watergate now. Not fully, but I get the picture. (I asked Dad, as usual.) Jerome and I were wondering about it in EnE class. Speaking of EnE, we had a substitute teacher this week. He wasn't any bombastic character that brought interest back to our lifeless class, but there was more information compressed into his lecture than all the stuff I've learned in EnE so far. Which is good. I kind of want him to be our real prof, but then I realized I like the lazy pace of EnE. :D

Have three exams this week, two of them on my least favorite subjects this sem. And they're ON THE SAME DAY (Sat: 7 - 9 Chem 153, 9 - 12 ES 1). Will die.

Extracurriculars: You should do stuff because you WANT to, not because you HAVE to (or feel that you should pump up your resume). Very good life lesson from random blog I came across.

Another lesson: Never again will I mistake a (funny, smart, athletic, v. religious, perpetually dense [on purpose]) guy's interest in me for instant compatibility.

quickie (or maybe not)

[listening to] Sunny Day - Abandoned Pools

Our homework in EnE 31 is due tomorrow, not on Thursday like I thought. But. Spent the weekend in counterproductivity (Note: According to Boss Raul, it's not UNproductive, it's COUNTERproductive. So I am changing my word usage like the good child that I am).

Several things have been bugging me, the biggest of which is Chem 153. I copied the problem set due last Friday rather sloppily. I didn't understand UNDERSTAND it. You know, it's like on the surface, "Ah! I know this, it's just differentiation" but that's about it. Tsk. Another is my NatSci 2 absence. I was determined not to skip a class this semester, and I failed.

But the one that's most like a cockroach --- lingering in the back of my mind, suddenly crawling out of the dark --- is my exchange scholarship. It's July, and my Certificate of Eligibility hasn't arrived yet. What if it was all a lie?

No. No. Am so paranoid.

Am wondering if I really should apply for SME this sem.O_o